back!

erhem..m back here :)

i love sky as how i love myself n my life!

♥sky!

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i hang out wid Sartono on Sat!

he came to watch de basketball final match which held by sunway college!

we headed to sunway pyramid after match

he bought a t-shirt n he treated me dinner at Mahantan Fish Market

yummy fish~

i had fun being tgt wid him!

*bestie always*♥

i love this pic! we r happy =)

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las thurs i went Zanmai-japanese restaurant wid dajie!

we bought icecream imported frm Japan

de package was so so nice n attracted!

mine is strawberry n she choose vanilla!

also,we went Old Town makan dinner on Fri nite

we sat there frm 7pm-12am!

chit-chatted~we had a very long talk!

enjoyed :)

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1 year 6 months♥

Euu have entered my life for more than 1 year n 6 months

u brought me sadness n hapiness

i have grown up juz bcuz of u!

LOVE is not everything but it does cheer me up n brought me sweet moment!

Loving EUU is not an easy task but i will try my best to do de best!

i hope u will too!

baby,thanks for everything!

*I L U*

♥

i love this doggie very much! it belongs to US!

i miss home!

emo!

deep emo-ing!

i miss home n i miss EUU,dear!

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been very quiet on de way bac to KL!

i called mummy when i reached KL but she switched off her phone d

so i asked dad to pass her msg!

*ern,here to mentioned tat i was webcam-ing wid mummy n bro last nite in deardear's hse!*

*tat was so fun!*

then,i tried to call dear lorh!

de moment he answered,my tears started to shed down

he was shocked n started to console me,pampered me!*THANKS*

i have been trying so hard not to cry but i had failed!

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i miss euu seriously

it was so sad when i saw u drove off ur car n leaving me here alone!

dear,i wana hug EUU tight now so desperately!

In the past few days, we were As sweeettt as candies =)

McD is loved, EUU r my love TOO ♥

save me,save myself

yesterday whole day raining!

i love rainy day ♥

m juz like de gal in de pic

standing alone under the umbrella

listless listless listless~

alone alone alone

where is my life?

someone plz juz pull me out!

going to b rotten soon

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erm..r u ppl living well?

i miss everyone of u terribly!

apllication of tranfer program has opened

thou i dun intend to go over there nes yr but m stil apply for

cuz dad is hoping me to go.

if m really goin,for sure i will miss everything here in Malaysia!

faster give me bac my energy so tat i can enjoy before going off!

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yea,parent r important to us

they r noble n they tried their best to give us everything

but they juz dun understand me sometimes

i mean sometimes larh

pls putting urself in my shoes!

it wil be great if u do so :)

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m goin bac home later at 3pm

i miss home!

i love home ♥

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i got new plan for myself!

it wil start when i bac frm JB! hehe ^^

save money n save myself!

new life gonna begin soon! =)

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JY,yumcha when i bac! lol :D

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i miss euu

but i scared to c u cuz i cant bear to let u go everytime

♥

oouch..very pain!

suffered from stomach pain

=(

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rush rush rush

for assignment,presentation,tutorial hws!

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euu cheer me up!

smilez :)

isolated

being isolated

i started to hate crowd

hate to b in crowd

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considering.....

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whether to go bac home during dis weekend

i think i cant manage to finish doing my stuffs

asignment,presentation n mid sem test,all happen to b on next week!!

now even go bac home i oso need to consider larh

surprise rite?haha :D

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i need u now

cuz euu r de only one hu can cheer me up easily

♥

better

i got very bad mood dis morning

is it bcuz period coming soon?

wahaha :D

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but i felt better when u texted me :)

u have ur own ways to make me smile

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i spend too much money recently

no more outgoing , playing n shopping!

save myself & save money!

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i got lots of things to catch up in studies

assignment due soon!

i nid more time & oso energy!!

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nes fri going bac JB again

yea,i got not enuf time but i stil insists going bac

not bcuz of i wana c bb,but to accompany my mum n family!

stop syaing tat i m doing all dis bcuz of bb!!

i did everything for myself not HIM!!

get sicked of it d.

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xoxo

♥

bored

listless

i wish i can jump up high to reach the sky [:

somebody just save me out

pls cheers me

cheers my life!!!!

m doin great =)

smiling :)

im happy

m doing great

tiring but contented

moveing on to a brighter n happier life

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frens n famiy r important to me

dey r the one hu keeping me accompany when i was down

i love dem ♥

i love girlsssss who owaz hang out wid mie

we r having fun!

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ppl,pls dun simply judge me as wat u had seen

u may not de one hu understand me the most

i din fight back not bcuz wat u were saying is de truth

i juz simply wana b myself

m doing great now

dun eve try to interupt my life

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ur changes make us even closer

as sweet as candiesssss

♥

shopping!!

i m bored!

so i went shopping wid cute n dajie

i bought 1 yellow shirt from MNG n 1 yellow dress

contented =)

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bored in KL

bored in Hostel

boring life

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SHOUTOUT

happy birthday to Kok Yaow!!

a guy hu treat me well

my big bro hu take gud are of me

a nice guy hu owaz bought me choco frm Aussie :)

wish ya n ziling stay blissful 4eva

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我向往平静

我喜欢平凡

我享受自由

我热爱简单

平凡自由的我等待着平凡的你出现~

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想念你,520 days ♥

tiring week =.="

wat a tiring week for me

no tutorials for this week

so it shud b damn free for me but i hang out wid my gals everynite til very late

we went Mid Valley,IKEA n The Curve..

i was so tired for these few days

think i shud stop myself from goin out again

it makes myself become low energy.lolx :D

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today whole day no class

so las nite i went JY's new hse to get the hard disk which full of drama frm him

he cooked fish ball soup + meehoon for me n joyce

but it is not a free supper cuz i was there to help them wash the dishes

haha =)

btw,de soup is tasty n it is out of my expectation :P

i felt happy to stay in his hse

it made me flash back to the moment i stay in JB hostel

tat time was a great n memorable time for me :)

i think i will go visit him in de future

n oso ah poh cuz i wan give her surprise n we can enjoy Maggie mee tgt at nite!

hehe =]

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Happy birthday to Shi JEn ♥

euu r de one hu teach me to grow up

euu r de one hu bring me the sweet memories

euu r de one hu made me become stonger

euu r de 1st person hu pamper me tat much

here,i send my best wishes to euuu =)

keep in touch n hope euu wil b doing great in de future

sorry tat i cant go clubbing wid euu tonight

enjoy ur night ^^

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i miss euu baby

euu make me smile =)

appreciate :)

1 year 5 months * 516 days

we had gone thru so many things tgt

both hapiness n sadness oso have

but we had overcome it tgt

i believe in u n me :)

u wil hold me tight n bring me on right?

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althou it is not owaz great to have *euu*

but u r owaz de reason i smile =)

i saw ur changes

i hope tat i can owaz felt great to have *euu* not sometimes only :P

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do we have future?

who knows?

i cherish euu for now n dis moment
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i had japanese food for dinner

bought 2 dresses

shop for whole night wid gals

but y stil i feel empty inside?

everything is no longer de same

i gonna attend lecture n class alone

no more gals in group

gossip in class n laugh loudly without any image

i hate it

i need frens

i wan my gals bac

sobsobx =(

fun outing =)

12-07-08

met up wid aruna,weisern,ed n xiaofen

we had lunch in season's n catched Hellboy

tats reali fun n i started to miss them terribly =.=

m goin bac JB on xiaofen's bdae n oso goin to sit for my parking test again~

aruna is having his hols til September..

aruna is trying to act cute :)

he is stil so handsome *shy*
smilez =)

bitchy me lolx

loving sister - xiaofen

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emo larh

aku rindu rumah

aku rindu pada mu

emo =(

i miss JB
i miss home
i miss mum n dad
i miss bro's psp
i miss mum's cook
i miss tortoise
i miss my bed
i miss sisters n besties
i miss *euu*

Pictures post =]

i had fun during holidays

it is ime for me to update ^^

okie,i catched movie wid wuhterng,had sushi wid eve n wuhterng,had dinner wid shihui & wuhterng,went CS wid jasmine yeo dey al...

no pics for these outing BUT they r all fun :D

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Last Saturday hang out wid sweetie,eve,min n jo babies

after tat,ed pop out! lol xD

we had lunch at Kim Gary(lao di fang)

as usual,sweetie weisern loves to make de order process very fun but owaz he ended up being abit diu lian!wahaha :P

chit chat sesion starts after min n jo reached

photo-ing is the most enjoy part!

jo refused to take photo wid me cuz she said she is ugly

so we ended up no photos

xw n sweetie ♥

min's HP wallpapers*i love it*jas n jude sweet sweet love x3
sisters love owaz so strong among US~♥
baby eve who owaz hang out wid me recently =)
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thanks KokYaow for the newest edition of chocolate n Kangaroo♥
i think my eyesight got prob cuz i din kno tat dis is kangaroo
baby said it is cute :)
thx ya very much
but so sad tat we cant meet up!
Sept bac again?for sure u r coming bac!lolx :P

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the day i finished my macro paper,i had fun outing wid THEM!
xiaofen,eve,dajie,cute,joyce,bry,JY,sartono
babies xf n eve were coming up KL
tats was reali fun~
how i wish tat u al can study tgt wid me!
love xf for owaz being so funny x3
celebrated Bry's bday!
we had luxurious dinner at "the apartment" in the Curve
super expensive yet not very satisfying dinner :D
but i love the cheese cake we bought for Bry
i love tat day!!!
♥*24-06-08*♥

i look so terrible..omg =.=

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countdown-ing : 2 days to be in KL

i felt so unbear to left JB,home,family,frens n baby

i can c my emo face in the future 1 week

dajie n cute owaz said my emo face juz like ppl owed me 1 million

haha =)

i get ur surprise

thanks :)

i felt contented wid it :)

good luck for ur exam

hope this will continues until no end for US~

i spend a sweet night wid euu ♥

cant bear to let u go

♥aku rindu pada mu♥

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playing PSP all days =)

satisfied :D

okie,results were out d

quite satisfied wid it

but i felt abit gek dao

haiz~

congrats those hu score well

those hu fail muz ganbatte nek~

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Yr 2 Sem2 is going to start soon

how time flies~

m gonna start my yr2 degree soon!

gonna work hard!!

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it's time for me to grow up

i think m stil cant get used to the life n environment outside other than study environment

this world full wid ppl wid different characteristic

today sth happened~

it scared me.. i m juz so silly n trust ppl easily..

not everyone in this world is nice person!

i felt so disappointed towards this world

is it bcuz m too silly or they r too bad?

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good luck for bb exams =)

hope to c u soon!

holiday mood =]

enjoying my holidays very much

outing movies dramas shopping eating sleeping

countdown-ing: 4 days to be in KL

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p/s:i failed my parking test :(

we start all over again x3

hope dis time is a gud start for us (:

we need to work hard tgt (holding each oher tight tight)

♥Sotong Couple*504 days

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tml meet up wid evelyn baby =)

Fri noon hang out wid baby min n sweetie weisern

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i slacked a home everyday watching ming zhong zhu ding ♥

hope it is a right choice

been at home for few days

i felt so great cuz got to c my family everydays

but i miss my dearies in KL,i used to stick to dem evryday in KL

i miss hanging out wid dajie,cute,joyce,ww n oso meimei

i miss yumcha session wid baobei n ivan

i miss talking heart to heart session wid JY =)

it makes me feel tat u trust on me alots n i can forgot bout de sadness temporary

n i kno tat u do care bout me dis "silly meimei" lolx =P

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my long time no c sisters n buddies

quick..fast..soon..

we meet up kie?

i miss u guys terribly~

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my hols will b ending soon

but i cant get to c *euu* everyday

yea,i knew it since long time ago

but sometimes i wil stil put my expectation on *euu*

we gonna start all over again

i wonder i had made a right choice

but i hope u will cherish dis chance..LAST chance for *euu*

as wat JY said,i have been given u many chances but u din cherish it

dis time..yea,LAST chance for *euu*

i will not have any expectation frm u again cuz i SCARED of disappointment

perhaps wat my mum said is oso true,actually m de one hu cant give *euu* up

de moment i send u de msg,my heart is broken

de moment Jy mentioned bout ur name,i cried again

i had tried so hard to hide my feeling in front of dem

i wan to b stong n brave but i juz couldnt

whenever i tok to JY,i juz cant stop myself from crying

perhaps he is de one hu can really understand my feeling

de nite without u,i juz realised tat how important u r to me

i juz realized tat how deep i love u

do u have de same feeling as i?

i stil nid more time to let myself get used to de life without u~

plsssss..do cherish dis chance..

i had alreary get sicked of tat feeling..

i dun wan to b hurt again n again..

"crying cannot solve any problems..but wat i kno is only crying"

for so many times,i cried behind u without letting u kno

things will b different for dis time?

i truly hope tat it will

for those hu care bout me juz pray hard for me!

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specially thanks those hu stand by side when i was down

thanks JY,dajie n cute!!!!u guys reli understand me well enough!

thanks xiaofen n eve for cheering me up =)

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since de day i accept *euu* again..

i m no longer de weak n crying baby

i have told myself to b brave n strong in de future

"learning to be contented"

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i wil update bout my life soon!

recenting addicted to "ming zhong zhu ding" so u wil seldom c me on9

muackx ^o^

back to KL~

m not feeling down at all cuz 3 more days den wil b back to JB again ^^

home sweet home ♥

las nite was my wondeful family day

planned to study my macro yet end up watching footall cup wid dad n bro

around 5am like tat,dad went out to buy supper for me!

yumyum chicken wing + favourite nasi lemak!(wat a nice supper)

slept at 7am which i woke up at 9am cuz goin to have breakfast wid mama =)

erm..thou tired but i enjoyed very much

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nes week hols start!

date me out!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wil b bored at home cuz bb having final examssss =(

everytime oso like dis..haizzzzzzzz..

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tml is a nice + miserable day for me

xiaofen n eve r coming up!

yeah..we can go for shopping tgt after my macro paper!

but..b4 de process of enjoying,de hard part come 1st!hehe^^

gonna stay til very late tml nite

cuz i realized tat i had study so many extra thngs which suppose to be useless

haha =D

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kie,i wana off to bed le

sweet dreams everyone!

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getting to used to it

i would not hide my feeling again!

i wil say it out loud!

aza aza fighting de xiaowei ♥

I.M.I.S.S.I.A.H.C.I.A.L.H.O.G♥

=)

home sweet home ♥

sweet =)

happy 16 months anniversary ^^

tats great to have u as my baby

moment with euu is owaz so sweet

ya,we did have unhappy moment but we did overcome it tgt =)

thou we din kno weder how long we can b tgt,but i wil cherish u

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miss euu not =P

i♥GLC x3

好累哦~

放下书本,休息一下吧!

再过两天就能回家咯

但是24号还要回来macroecon paper

累~

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我好像没那么没用了哦~

最近比较不会那么的够离想回家

油费起价,巴士费会跟着起吧,酱我以后就不能一直回家了!

哭~

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最近的我常常晚睡晚起~

夜深人静的时候是最好读书的时候,但也是最好胡思乱想的时候.

呵呵~

我时不时会叹气~

感叹人生呀~

未来的路该怎么选呢?

懊恼..

深怕走错一步会后悔莫及.

到底是选择自己要走的路呢?还是听从大家的意见呢?

他们给的意见肯定就是对我最好的吗?

人生就那么一次?

要活得没有后悔,跟着他人的决定..

还是潇洒的为自己而活呢?

船到桥头真的会变直吗?

离我做抉择的时间越来越近咯!

深思~

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我快乐吗?

每天都重复的问自己这个问题?

那些每天笑嘻嘻的人,你们真的大从心底觉得很快乐吗?

~恋空~

昨晚看了恋空这部电影~
超感动的~
你们都知道啦,我是个哭包,所以哭到眼睛肿也是正常的啦~
呵呵^^
剧情超感人肺腑的~

里头有很多让我感动的话~
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"如果你變成天空

那…
想你的時候 我就看著天空
晴天就是你心情好的時候
雨天就是你在哭泣
夕照的天空 就是你臉紅害羞了
澄靜的夜空 就是你溫柔地抱著我。"
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"如果,那天我没有遇见你, 我想,我就不会感到如此痛苦.

但是,如果我没有遇见你,我也不会知道那么幸福的心情~"

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完全符合我的心情~

努力中=)

*i felt lonely easily*

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我要的是你,不是距离!

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meimei : "舍得 = 舍去就没得"

ah poh : "舍得 = 有舍必有得"

现在的我舍不得,也希望着"有舍必有得"

但是当我觉得我能做到"舍去就没得"的时候,应该也就是我放手的时候了~

我正努力地习惯着,朋友们为我加油吧~

我行的!=)

getting better =)

y stil cant i upload pic?

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getting better

i believe tat i wil slowly used to it!

yes,i can do it!!

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m i a talkative person?

or shud i said m too frenly?hehe :P

been very gud wid him recently

he is de one hu can share my prob wid me,hu willing to listen to my prob n oso de one hu will guide me along de way

thx ya for spending time keeping me accompany.

appreciate u as my fren =)

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life will b much easier n better for me since so many ppl concern bout mie!

again,thx u those hu guide me all de way n assist me to stand up over again =)

love u guys much!muacks~

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pray hard for my examssss!

news: wil b bac to JB on 16th. last paper on 24th. i tink i manage to study at hum^^

y cant i upload my pic?

*frustrated*

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thx ahpoh,dajie n joyce!

i love u gals more den anyone =)

ahpoh,i appreciated wat u wrote to me.

btw,ur chinese damn gud larh~hehe

thx ya.love u much ^^

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JY baobei,hope u r doing fine.

i wil owaz there for u!

muacks~

my dear,if u r here to read my blog,tag me before u leave ya!
i wan ur comment!
she miss u so much ♥

"有一个女生就叫他 Sanish.. 他很爱他的男朋友...
他希望天天都可以跟他的男朋友一起..
一起工作..一起吃东西...
那个男的呢...是个很聪明的男生
天天都有事情做...所以有时侯会很难找到机会陪他的女朋友
就有一天, sanish觉得他的男朋友变了..不爱他了
因为他觉得他的男朋友越来越少时间陪他...
之后他们还吵架..差点分手~
那男就说了一番话,就挽回了这份情
那男的说,每个人不是属于一人的..是属于大家的..而我需要做出一些贡献给大家,
为什么你浪费时间想不开...倒不如想些事情做做出来 来帮忙大家...
世界那么大...你知道多少呢?我也知不了多少....
你既然肯跟我在一起, 应该接受我这样的想法..."

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thanks u so much~

i get wat u wana tel me frm dis story~

also,thx ppl hu was owaz there for me

esp Wuhterng,JY n of cuz my bro!
=)

so sweet =)

exam stresssss??

not really..

dunno y oso

no study mood

not so stress as last time

finished my Accounting B paper dis morning

oh gosh,not enuf time to do.

i wan HD larh..dun give me other grade except HD!!=P

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while m chatting sweetly wid my bb,mama called.

but de moment i wan to pick up,the call ended d.

tats so sweet when i called bac to mama!

mama said " girl,have u eaten?u dun stress arh! relax kie?dun like last time lorh"

owwwwww...i LOve mommy ♥

n tats y m relax-ing now..on9..blogging..

haha^^

thx mommy for those words =D

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she is learning to be a big girl
"dun expect anything from him den u wont feel disappointed"
ahpoh,thx u so much =)
i wil owaz bear in mind
love ya ♥

learning to be contented =)

thx euu so much

thx for ur everything

i would never kno whether i can find anyone like u

but i wil definitely cherish euu =)

distance make me feel insecure

but i will try my best to be contented

i m stil learning how to be a gud gal wid no temper

wat will happen for our future?

i worried bout it in de past

BUT now..i wont tink of it anymore n being emo alone

i wil cherish every moment tgt wid euu! :)

cuz i kno tat i ♥ u deeply ^^

很多次,我告诉自己,够了,改停止了,不然受伤的只是我自己
但是,我却陷得越来越深,让我无法自拔
怎么办?谁能教教我呢?
*犹豫 + 痛苦*

人心是善变的? 人心是险恶的?

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人心是美丽的? 人心是可以捉摸的?

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到底哪一句才是真,哪一句才是假呢?

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我常在想为什么女娃制造人的时候不把人的心造成是铁的呢?

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人是不是没有利用价值了后就不被珍惜了呢?

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人与人之间的感情又多经得起考验呢?

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今天对你笑嘻嘻的人,可能明天会在你背后捅你一刀~

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这就是人类吗?

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*心力交瘁*