hope it is a right choice

been at home for few days

i felt so great cuz got to c my family everydays

but i miss my dearies in KL,i used to stick to dem evryday in KL

i miss hanging out wid dajie,cute,joyce,ww n oso meimei

i miss yumcha session wid baobei n ivan

i miss talking heart to heart session wid JY =)

it makes me feel tat u trust on me alots n i can forgot bout de sadness temporary

n i kno tat u do care bout me dis "silly meimei" lolx =P

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my long time no c sisters n buddies

quick..fast..soon..

we meet up kie?

i miss u guys terribly~

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my hols will b ending soon

but i cant get to c *euu* everyday

yea,i knew it since long time ago

but sometimes i wil stil put my expectation on *euu*

we gonna start all over again

i wonder i had made a right choice

but i hope u will cherish dis chance..LAST chance for *euu*

as wat JY said,i have been given u many chances but u din cherish it

dis time..yea,LAST chance for *euu*

i will not have any expectation frm u again cuz i SCARED of disappointment

perhaps wat my mum said is oso true,actually m de one hu cant give *euu* up

de moment i send u de msg,my heart is broken

de moment Jy mentioned bout ur name,i cried again

i had tried so hard to hide my feeling in front of dem

i wan to b stong n brave but i juz couldnt

whenever i tok to JY,i juz cant stop myself from crying

perhaps he is de one hu can really understand my feeling

de nite without u,i juz realised tat how important u r to me

i juz realized tat how deep i love u

do u have de same feeling as i?

i stil nid more time to let myself get used to de life without u~

plsssss..do cherish dis chance..

i had alreary get sicked of tat feeling..

i dun wan to b hurt again n again..

"crying cannot solve any problems..but wat i kno is only crying"

for so many times,i cried behind u without letting u kno

things will b different for dis time?

i truly hope tat it will

for those hu care bout me juz pray hard for me!

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specially thanks those hu stand by side when i was down

thanks JY,dajie n cute!!!!u guys reli understand me well enough!

thanks xiaofen n eve for cheering me up =)

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since de day i accept *euu* again..

i m no longer de weak n crying baby

i have told myself to b brave n strong in de future

"learning to be contented"

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i wil update bout my life soon!

recenting addicted to "ming zhong zhu ding" so u wil seldom c me on9

muackx ^o^