we have not seen each other for one month

it's not as long as wat i expected thou

but 4 months definitely is a very long time for me n for US

how m i goin to live for the 4 months without seeing u?

i doubt i can live withour ur hugss n caress~

i guess i will try my best to get use to it right now

seriously,i miss u so much :)

♥Distance between two heart is not an obstacle,rather a beatiful reminder of juz how strong TRUE LOVE can be ♥

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i wish everything will b fine for U~

i will always there to support U :)

Sometimes, life will just hit you with something unexpected that take you to surprise!
i am feeling great to have u by my side :)

i miss euu al~

when r we goin to have this kind of fun outing again?

T.T

很想每天都过得很开心

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我想我会学着学习这一切,包括为自己的将来做抉择~

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人生是我自己的,我应该自己决定我要什么!

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我想念爸比和妈咪~

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想冲冲冲回家! 嘻嘻^^

i miss my super No 1

是你让我相信两颗心并没有距离~

谢谢JY,让我战战时吃了颗定心丸~^^

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Me + U = ILY <3

郁闷

整个人已经毫无感觉

每天都对着书本

考试总是最难熬的

我真有一股想要冲回家的感觉~

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明明是两个人,怎么她总觉得像是自己一个人呢?

每次回到这里,感觉就变得不一样 >.<

deng deng~

i got my offer letter from Monash U Caufield campus

goin/not goin??>.<

which is de best choice for me?


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kukup trip was fun :)

i love spending time wid family~


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i m stresseddddddddd~


craving for sotong!
seriously,i need YOU now!

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想回到过去,时间能否为我而停留?

往事不能回味吗?

我怀念中学生涯

怀念MUFY的时光

怀念JB的宿舍生活

怀念刚到KL和朋友们到处乱晃的日子

很快的,大家都要转到澳洲和新加坡

我留下来又是为了谁呢?

家人,他,或是这里的朋友?

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没有人会因为谁而活不下去~

而我呢?

每天都在很用力的想

>.<

600 days =)

je t'aime
♥

i overslept this morning >.<

i missed two tutorials but i got to replace on of it in de afternoon

i need time to adjust my life back

hehe :P

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life been the same for me

but i hvn meet up wid many of my frens since i came bac frm term break

everything juz seems different frm de past

i m so lazy to go out too!

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i think i still cant get used to the day in KL

i miss my HOME so much =(

in fact,m goin bac JB this thurs

not bcuz i love goin bac but my mum act organised a trip to kukup

i will go kukup with my family :)

soi gotta study very hard now!

kie,get my butt bac to the chair to study! =)

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i miss sistersssssssss

im back to this place tat i dislike the most-KL

i love HOME~*

but i will b emo for few days everytime i bac frm HOME

haiz~

final exam is coming soon

ppl has started doing their revision during term break

yet,m enjoying myself very much in JB :)

i think i gotta get bac my study mood n stick my butt on the chair for studying again

so guys,juz +u for me yea =)

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i wanted to upload pics taken during hols but connection here very super damn SLOW!

btw,thx K for de sg trip n the flowersss & chocolatesssssss

i did enjoyed my hols :)

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wat is love?

i dun really know n understand

but i choose to trust on it again

n this is the last chance i gave YOU

♥

爱我的资格
把手放了
我也許會比較快樂
我也許會換個情人
我也許不會在撐
真的夠了
能不能讓雨別再下了
能不能讓心別再疼了
能不能不要開燈
我們的愛跟著你小的劇本
出現了越來越多的角色
我是你什麼人
如果不是情人
是不是不要再浪費我的人生
你比我更清楚
你對我多好
多溫柔
多認真
不構成愛我的資格
除非你只看著我
想著我
只有我
愛本來就該獨一無二
為你傷心多一點
少一點
流下的眼淚都一樣不值得
世界上那麼多人
只有我
一個人 能拯救自己的快樂
不要再為你哭了

♥home sweet home♥

free!

FINALLY!!!

i have done ALL my assignments!

totally free frm now on if i dun think bout de final exam! >.<

been very stressed in de past few days

but thanks to my frenss,mama, n of cuz my NO1!

thx to my gal hu bought me "bohboh chacha" n meiji panda biscuits!

euu did cheer me up successfully =)

i love u gal! ♥

a very big thx to my NO1 hu always there to support me!

euu give me encouragement n confidence whenever i look down on myself~

u will always b my super NO1 ♥

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next,m goin to show off sth to my darling YL!

u kno where m i?

Long de chuan ren!!

our favourite xiao long bao :)

hiak hiak~

nah,c my face! so yum yum nek :P lolx
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okie,next,i wish to dedicate this to my bestie JY
juz finished sampat-ing wid u =D
u always tel me ur prob
u always update me with things happened around u!
u will gossip wid me whenever we meet up!
even thou we have neva been in same class
even thou we neva stay tgt
even thou we seldom meet up
but u will stil always rmb me,rmb me as ur fren
i wonder how can we b so gud!
we have different lifestyle n characteristic!
but we both r soft hearted person :P

*us*when we r still in JB ♥
*us*when we hang out at mamak-place we used to sampat-ing *i love this*
*us*when we had fun tgt ♥
*JY baobei*u r a busy bee now! =P handsome boy indeed!
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time flies..i have became slimmer,u have became more handsome!*erhem*
but our frenship neva change!
tats great to have U as my bestie
i wish tat u can get wateva u wan in de future
life wil b brighter for u!
being smooth in ur relationship *oops*
lastly,our frenship neva change ♥
m special to u?lolx
i appreciate it very much ♥
*dun feel too touched when u c this* =P
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sleep tight everyone!
m off to bed soon too!
XOXO♥

Hate That i Love You - rihanna :)

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That's how much I love you (yeah)
That's how much I need you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I can’t stand ya
Must everything you do
make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile
(No..)

[Ne-Yo:]
but you won’t let me
You upset me girl
and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget
that I was upset
Can’t remember what you did
But I hate it

[Rihanna:]
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long, that’s wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But, I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can’t stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ooh)
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so..

[Ne-Yo:]
And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
Love you beyond a reason why
And it just ain’t right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so

[Rihanna]
One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
And your kiss won’t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me.. (yeah~oooh~)

[Rihanna (Ne-Yo):]
That's much I love you
That's much I need you
That's much I need you
That's much I love you
That's much I need you
I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you sooo...

[ Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (Hey)
I can’t stand how much I need you (I can’t stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...ooh)
But I just can’t let you go (But I just can’t let you go, no)
And I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
And I hate that I love you so.. so..

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i wont give in for this time!

MIE mie..i m hu i m :)

skinny mie?hiak..

i wana grow fatter..seriously..only body but not face :P

erhem..gonna post all de photos i had taken
♥

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we aka secondary sch frens were having gathering in sunway pyramid on National day

we had our dinner at Shogun Japanese buffet =)

unexpected,we talked n played alot

at nite,we drink n played games

i was drunk >.<

5 flowers aka besties 4eva ♥

we act sissssyy~lolx
i love dis which is taken by YL♥

F R E N S,take care :)
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happy 5oth birthday to Mummy!
went bac to JB juz to celebrate for her
wish ya stay healthy n pretty always =))
i love my family so so much♥

bro looks so old :P
young young mummy ♥

sweet sweet dad n mum

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lantern day

lolx

i had a memorable mooncake festival

played lantern twice wid different ppl at different place

ppl live at lvl 7 rocks~

E L P rocks ♥

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♥

aku supa busy wid assignments!!

逃避

我只希望有时候你能站在我的立场想一想!

我不开心~

我需要肩膀靠一靠,需要耳朵听我说一说~

不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有

虽然妈咪不同意,但是我相信只要我们彼此相爱一定能克服的!

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Benjamin ♥ 小小

hahaha..to be continue..

stop raining!!!!!!!

cuz mummy gonna have party tonite!

happy party-ing MUMMY!

love McD =))

early morning 7.30am,WE had McD breakfast tgt!

it tastes so nice!

♥ McD breakfast

♥ GLC LG :)

vivian,u r stil de one hu knows me most!

i miss u!

we will b sisters for whole life!

=))

=))

new blogskin!

i love it :)

ern..sorry for lack of updates

cuz kinda busy & lazy! hee :P

will updates all photos tml if connection is fast enuf

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not goin bac JB dis week =(

due to many reasons

3 weeks not goin bac d

miss my tortoise & doggie =))

missing mum n family terribly!!

hope time flies so tat i can back home soon!

i miss him ♥

back!

erhem..m back here :)

i love sky as how i love myself n my life!

♥sky!

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i hang out wid Sartono on Sat!

he came to watch de basketball final match which held by sunway college!

we headed to sunway pyramid after match

he bought a t-shirt n he treated me dinner at Mahantan Fish Market

yummy fish~

i had fun being tgt wid him!

*bestie always*♥

i love this pic! we r happy =)

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las thurs i went Zanmai-japanese restaurant wid dajie!

we bought icecream imported frm Japan

de package was so so nice n attracted!

mine is strawberry n she choose vanilla!

also,we went Old Town makan dinner on Fri nite

we sat there frm 7pm-12am!

chit-chatted~we had a very long talk!

enjoyed :)

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1 year 6 months♥

Euu have entered my life for more than 1 year n 6 months

u brought me sadness n hapiness

i have grown up juz bcuz of u!

LOVE is not everything but it does cheer me up n brought me sweet moment!

Loving EUU is not an easy task but i will try my best to do de best!

i hope u will too!

baby,thanks for everything!

*I L U*

♥

i love this doggie very much! it belongs to US!

i miss home!

emo!

deep emo-ing!

i miss home n i miss EUU,dear!

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been very quiet on de way bac to KL!

i called mummy when i reached KL but she switched off her phone d

so i asked dad to pass her msg!

*ern,here to mentioned tat i was webcam-ing wid mummy n bro last nite in deardear's hse!*

*tat was so fun!*

then,i tried to call dear lorh!

de moment he answered,my tears started to shed down

he was shocked n started to console me,pampered me!*THANKS*

i have been trying so hard not to cry but i had failed!

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i miss euu seriously

it was so sad when i saw u drove off ur car n leaving me here alone!

dear,i wana hug EUU tight now so desperately!

In the past few days, we were As sweeettt as candies =)

McD is loved, EUU r my love TOO ♥

save me,save myself

yesterday whole day raining!

i love rainy day ♥

m juz like de gal in de pic

standing alone under the umbrella

listless listless listless~

alone alone alone

where is my life?

someone plz juz pull me out!

going to b rotten soon

=(

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erm..r u ppl living well?

i miss everyone of u terribly!

apllication of tranfer program has opened

thou i dun intend to go over there nes yr but m stil apply for

cuz dad is hoping me to go.

if m really goin,for sure i will miss everything here in Malaysia!

faster give me bac my energy so tat i can enjoy before going off!

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yea,parent r important to us

they r noble n they tried their best to give us everything

but they juz dun understand me sometimes

i mean sometimes larh

pls putting urself in my shoes!

it wil be great if u do so :)

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m goin bac home later at 3pm

i miss home!

i love home ♥

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i got new plan for myself!

it wil start when i bac frm JB! hehe ^^

save money n save myself!

new life gonna begin soon! =)

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JY,yumcha when i bac! lol :D

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i miss euu

but i scared to c u cuz i cant bear to let u go everytime

♥

oouch..very pain!

suffered from stomach pain

=(

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rush rush rush

for assignment,presentation,tutorial hws!

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euu cheer me up!

smilez :)

isolated

being isolated

i started to hate crowd

hate to b in crowd

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considering.....

.............

.............

.............

whether to go bac home during dis weekend

i think i cant manage to finish doing my stuffs

asignment,presentation n mid sem test,all happen to b on next week!!

now even go bac home i oso need to consider larh

surprise rite?haha :D

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i need u now

cuz euu r de only one hu can cheer me up easily

♥

better

i got very bad mood dis morning

is it bcuz period coming soon?

wahaha :D

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but i felt better when u texted me :)

u have ur own ways to make me smile

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i spend too much money recently

no more outgoing , playing n shopping!

save myself & save money!

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i got lots of things to catch up in studies

assignment due soon!

i nid more time & oso energy!!

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nes fri going bac JB again

yea,i got not enuf time but i stil insists going bac

not bcuz of i wana c bb,but to accompany my mum n family!

stop syaing tat i m doing all dis bcuz of bb!!

i did everything for myself not HIM!!

get sicked of it d.

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xoxo

♥

bored

listless

i wish i can jump up high to reach the sky [:

somebody just save me out

pls cheers me

cheers my life!!!!

m doin great =)

smiling :)

im happy

m doing great

tiring but contented

moveing on to a brighter n happier life

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frens n famiy r important to me

dey r the one hu keeping me accompany when i was down

i love dem ♥

i love girlsssss who owaz hang out wid mie

we r having fun!

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ppl,pls dun simply judge me as wat u had seen

u may not de one hu understand me the most

i din fight back not bcuz wat u were saying is de truth

i juz simply wana b myself

m doing great now

dun eve try to interupt my life

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ur changes make us even closer

as sweet as candiesssss

♥

shopping!!

i m bored!

so i went shopping wid cute n dajie

i bought 1 yellow shirt from MNG n 1 yellow dress

contented =)

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bored in KL

bored in Hostel

boring life

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SHOUTOUT

happy birthday to Kok Yaow!!

a guy hu treat me well

my big bro hu take gud are of me

a nice guy hu owaz bought me choco frm Aussie :)

wish ya n ziling stay blissful 4eva

lifeless

我向往平静

我喜欢平凡

我享受自由

我热爱简单

平凡自由的我等待着平凡的你出现~

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想念你,520 days ♥