我会很想你

词/曲/和音/后期/soldier(常汉卿)

编曲:单小源

看清了我们的距离
你我都变的不肯定
你说爱我的话
都收回
变成了回忆

流着泪直到那天明
最后再一次抱紧你
分手之前的夜晚
这么平静


想说的话已经忘记
我慢慢的学会适应
不敢再向你靠近
害怕再一次爱上你

看你受伤无奈的表情
低着头玩着你的手机
我想你发的短信
是不是，对不起我爱你

我不后悔认识你
很高兴认识你
和你在一起
过的很甜蜜

我真的想得到你
可是
现实中有很多的问题

我这部电影没有续集
怎么想也没有结局
也许我就这苦命
没有办法去珍惜

我不后悔认识你
很高兴认识你
重新调整心理
说实话不想放弃
你说的一字一句
都是伤害我的证据

放开了手松开你身体
背着我转身后离去
从此再也没有你的消息
我会很想你





谁能拥有长久的爱情
我想没有人能够肯定
在这个现实里
我们都在玩弄自己

可不可以重演一场戏
男女主角都是我自己
所有的对白
我一个人搞定


我不后悔认识你
很高兴认识你
和你在一起
过的很甜蜜

我真的想得到你
可是
现实中有很多的问题

我这部电影没有续集
怎么想也没有结局
也许我就这苦命
没有办法去珍惜

我不后悔认识你
很高兴认识你
重新调整自己
说实话不想放弃
你说的一字一句
都是伤害我的证据

放开了手松开你身体
背着我转身后离去
从此再也没有你的消息
我会很想你



我不后悔认识你
很高兴认识你
重新调整自己
说实话不想放弃
你说的一字一句
都是伤害我的证据

放开了手松开你身体
背着我转身后离去
从此再也没有你的消息
我会很想你

      纪念过后
    
      词：夏依
      唱：夏依
      伴奏小笨提供的，


     不要让我回头
      我不想看到那结果
      你说你的怀抱只属于我
      可为什么她抱着你 你却不推脱
      告诉我 你还爱我
    
      它就像幻灯片放映在我 眼前
      告诉我 我曾经那么幸福过
      可现在你却牵这另一双手
      陪你走过 却不再是我

      山盟海誓不要在对我说
      因为我在也承受不了那结果
      爱爱爱爱爱爱 爱到最后
      还是只有分手
      不要告诉我 幸福的理由
      
      你曾经说过为我放弃所有
      我把自己沉浸在你给的幸福之中
      一个人走在雨中
      想着你在她面前绽放的笑容
    
      F: 那个路口 我牵着你的手
      说要陪你一起走
         那个转角 你松开我的手
      说一辈子不要再回头
  
      你我形同陌路擦肩而过
      没有你我逃不出这十面埋伏
      诠释温度 怎样才习惯的角度
      悲伤持续太久
      不知该怎样面对所有
 
      原谅我的懦弱 原谅我没说出口
      离开是我最好的解脱
      很多也许的结果 没有实现过
      我的世界 失去了颜色
      不要在说爱我


      看着你家窗口 最后一滴眼泪滑落
      瞳孔里全是你对我的温柔
      不再明朗 更多的只是忧愁
      敷衍的一笑带过所有

      想再牵起你的手
      索取片刻的温柔
      我自嘲希望时光能倒流
      你的怀抱还能够温暖我
    
      F: 那个路口 我牵着你的手
      说要陪你一起走
          那个转角 你松开我的手
      说一辈子不要再回头
  

      眼泪落下之前 转身走过
      用不舍 融化所有的寂寞
      记忆里 还有你的名字
      原来我对你 还是那么不舍

      最后的最后 是她拥有了我该得到的温柔
      是我选择独自漫游
      最后的最后 是你说出了口  你还爱我
      我还是放开手  独自远走




It's a very nice songs. Meaningful lyrics :)

i am sorry baby boy
i screwed up our happy moment
sigh~
sometime i hate being so bad tempered
:(

Holidayssss

but i am not in holidays mood

i was upset in the past few days

it's because i cant get a part time job

Called my mum and had a broken-hearted cry

Den she sayang me and say "dun worry girl,i will sponsor ur trip to taiwan"

Owhh..mummy always the best

Yep,i appreciated everything given by my parent

but i wish to earn some $ to sponsor my trip to taiwan

i had been spending whole lots of money in my studies

It's time for me to give sth back to them

I am big girl now :)

Also,giving credit to my boy too

He made me angry on him, as usual

but he is good to me always

i guess u were frightened by me last night

thanks for keeping me company in the middle of late night

i had a great time wid u boy

ILY ♥

I came to realised that guys are all the same

and most of dem(9.5 out of 10) are "flower-hearted"

the truth is guys will always help their fren to cover sth from their gf

no worries,my boy did not betrayed me

but this is the truth that i discovered last night

well, it makes sense as girls always help girls too

hmmmmm.. my mind is running wild again

i am not sure what am i writing too

haha

headache is pestering me again! :(

*finger crossed*

i wana pass four of my units and get a job asap pls

On a happier note, Spain won!

Waka waka eh eh =)

I enjoy reading books
As i get so much knowledge from it and i love those quote in books




Life is like a mirror, we get the best results when we smile at it :)

I am done wid my uni!
Done done done
Like finally!
Well,i dun wana end my uni life but it's time for me to earn some money back to my parent
Since i have been spending their money like WATER lol :)


I am a happy girlll
Went singing wid girlsss after last paper
but ww and i left earlier and we headed to shopping
I am happy bcuz she is nice teman who keep asking me to buy
so in de end i bought a very nice jacket, a redish beannie and polka dots shirt
OMG..i am so in love with these 3 things!
What a contented shopping trip


Ke ai aka my lovely girl is coming!
sleep over ady listed in my MUST Do list kay
i think afte partying wid them for few days,i gotta start looking for part time job to earn some $ for my taiwan trip!
taiwannnnnnnn = buyinggggggg XD

kay i am tired d..gonna rest awhile den continue wid world cup match
nite nite cuddless




smile no matter wat :)

Ahhh my socceroo!

U have tried ur best kay..

Try again in de next 4 yrs

Oi oi oi :)

他和她很乖 有乖乖读书 :)

我微笑 因为我被 家人 朋友 姐妹 和他 疼爱着
谢谢大家

我很幸福 因为我被照顾得很好
澳洲很好 虽然有点过冷 虽然有点无聊
但是 他们生活简单 不像马来西亚人
他们懂得休息 享受 不会过分追求物质

那天朋友问我会舍不得澳洲吗
我没有想过 但是 现在想一想 我会习惯新加坡 或 马来西亚吗
所以 我要好好享受在澳洲的生活

微笑 就是幸福的开始
我微笑了 所以我幸福吗？

XOXO =)

I sincerely hope that u could score better than last semester
Not just because i wana nag on u


Forget about it since i am stressed over my coming papers
>.<


很烦

已经不想再对你发牢骚
因为我不想再吵架
男人和女人永远不能沟通
我们女人有不是讲外星语
我说的 你都不能领悟
到最后的结果就是吵架
所以还是一切顺其自然
你有做到就有 没有我也不强求
你累 我也累
何必一直执着在不会改变的事实


我不再是以前的我
我学会怎么去寻找自己的生活
找回原来的我


现在才知道幸福不是常有的
它可以这一秒跟随着你 下一秒却从你身边溜走
我不再紧握着我的幸福 一切随缘


哭 以前我常常哭
现在 不再哭 不再为他而哭

不快乐 找朋友 找家人
我要快乐 =）

Erm..this is the recent me

I am currently stressed over my IB and Auditing papers which are on 23 and 24th

Sigh sigh..

I gonna make library to be my second home

Thx ww and yy for keeping me company

That's great tat we could actually study tgt in lib for my las sem in monash

Are we fully utilise the uni facilities? lol

Kay,i gonna sleep soon..

WW girl will give me morning call ard 8.30am

Wake up early and sleep early

GO GO GO =)

Alo alo.. i changed my blog skin again!
Kinda like photos wid nature..
Especially those taken by DSLR..
i wana get one la..T_T

hm,one down three to go!
Dun talk bout my FM paper d..kinda disappointed wid the paper and also my performance!
HD n D gone gone gone!

Life been great!
I wana join my girls in lib from tml onwards
i wana enjoy my life to the maxxxx!

XOXO!

Hello, i am back!

I have been away for almost 2 months..

There are happiness and sorrow in the past 2 months

but, i have gone through all of it by myself

and i am a lil happy girl again..

*

Firstly, my family was confronted with a problem that make me sleepless for few nights

Even though that problem is not solved yet, but i can temporary put down the worries and focus on my final exam.

*finger crossed*

*

As usual, i had cold war wid my boy

But i have learnt a lot from the last cold war

Now, i would not love someone until i lost myself

I wana find back myself and my life

Btw, thanks wuhterng who wana sponsors my flight tic back to Msia in July

You are truly my bestie =)

ALso,thanks my laoposss and girlss who are always there to support me!

*

This is my LAST sem!!!!!

I cant accept that it is almost end of semester..

Here goes my 3 yrs uni life in Monash

I would not claim that life in Australia is the best and most awesome one

But it is definitely a wonderful experience and i believe that i will visit Australia oftenly in the future

I love the weather..the 4 seasons..the beach and sun..the ang moh here.. and of course my all time fav-chocolate,strawberry and lavender!!

These are things that i cant get to try and see in Msia!

Exam is approaching.. strive for the best!!!

*

To be honest, i enjoyed my life in Melbourne alot in this semester

I went many places with my girlssssss!

They are lovely and they care bout me alot..

We became so close to each other now and i cherich the moment with them!The most enjoying part is the shopping spree with girlsss! Hehe :)

*

It's autumn now!

My favourite season!

Time to continue with my dramas!

XOXO :)

从前快乐的我

was reading all the posts i wrote in de past

To be honest, i wish i never come to Melbourne, never been to KL..

The moment wid high schmate and Mufians is the best

Seriously,i miss u guys!

But i know i cant always live in the past..

I will turn to be the happy go lucky me soon!

Learn from the past, live in the present, looking forward for the future!

=)

Give & Take
=)

I love u, Baby sotong boy!
:)

男朋友就是每天不厌其烦的陪你吃饭、送送你上下班的那个


人；

男朋友就是虽然身上没什么钱，也会请你吃饭的那个人；

男朋友就是早晨你醒来时第一个想到的那个人；

男朋友就是能跟你打电话聊到半夜都舍不得挂的那个人；

男朋友就是在你最艰难的时候陪伴在你身边的那个人；

男朋友就是为了不让你担心，无论出了什么事都要自己默默

承担的那个人；

男朋友就是手机里总是存满你给他发的短信，直到信箱满了

都舍不得删掉的那个人;

男朋友就是无论你是不是漂亮都会夸赞你漂亮的那个人；

男朋友就是常察看你的手机纪录，确信跟你常联系的都是你

的女性朋友才放心的那个人；

男朋友就是在你任性、耍小脾气时，也会忍住脾气不会冲你

发火的那个人；

男朋友就是看到你流泪时，为你擦去泪水给你一个温暖拥抱

的那个人；

男朋友就是就算你犯了错误，也舍不得骂你的那个人；

男朋友就是可以在车站等你很久也不会介意的那个人；

男朋友就是明明最不喜欢逛街，还能陪你一家一家的逛到你

觉得满意为止的那个人；

男朋友就是有着宽厚的肩膀可以让你随时依靠的那个人；

男朋友就是吃饭时放慢速度等你的那个人；

男朋友就是总是让你走在马路内侧的那个人；

男朋友就是过马路时会紧紧拉住你的手的人；

男朋友就是就算情人节也不会买花给你，让你对他又爱又气

的那个人；

男朋友就是深夜为你开着手机的那个人；

男朋友就是当你读到这篇文章时立刻会想到的那个

男人 其实你不懂




1 她总是问:你在哪呢?你现在在干吗? (她很想念你,只是想跟你说说话,你不给她发信息,她很矛盾,怕你在忙,但又忍不住想你.换了别人,爱干嘛干嘛,她不关心.所以请你一有时间就问候她一下,让她放心,让她知道你心里有她,她不会烦你.她总是主动联系你,她会觉得她贱.)



2 她说:我不开心了,我好烦. (不要怪她无理取闹,更不能觉得她在烦你,她不是真的不开心,她只是想你了.只是想要你会来安慰她一下,哪怕是:乖,别闹了,听话!)



3 她说:不要感冒了./路上小心./自己多注意…… (不要嫌她烦.因为她知道你不傻,甚至是很聪明的.她只想让你知道她心里有你,她很想关心你)



4 她总说自己又长胖了或者长得不够漂亮. (不要觉得她是在自卑或嫉妒别人,她只是怕自己在你眼中不够完美.她已经在为你改变了.)



5 她总说她想要帮你,要你有什么事一定要告诉她. (其实她知道她帮不了你什么,她只想让你知道你还有她,她永远在会你身边陪你,会一直的支持你,)



6 她看到你跟别的女生亲近一些就会生气,发小脾气. (别说她小气,不信任你,她其实是在吃醋,这表示她十分在乎你.即使心里难受也会自己安慰自己.)



7 无论做什么她总会征求你的意见. (不是她没主见,太过依赖你,她只是尊重你,凡事以你为先.)



8 不管在哪里她总是紧紧的和你站在一起. (她只是在告诉你她信任你.)



9 她爱忧伤,总是会多想. (不要觉得她是想太多,只是有时她会觉得缺乏安全感.)



10 她假装生气转身离开. (其实,她不是真的想走,只是离开的时候希望被挽留.)



11 她会突然冷淡你,或是向你撒娇. (别怪她孩子气,她只是想让你哄哄她.)



12 也许有一天她会跟你说分手. (其实,这个时候她已经喜欢你好久,只是不确定这份感情是不是对的.她只是要你的安全感,你的舍不得,你的不要走……）

我只是在早上醒来的时候，看看手机，有没有你发来的信息，有没有你的未接来电。



我只是在上网的时候，首先关注你的空间，看看你最近是不是有更新。



我只是在聊天的时候，翻阅你发给我的短信，看着你的照片，回忆一下那些美好时光



我只是饿了会想你饿么，冷了想你会冷么



我只是走在大街上看到男男女女，好希望那一对对里有我们



我只是把你的来电调成唯一的铃音，放在我身边，并时不时的看看是否自动关机，是否信号良好



我只是在吃小吃的时候，想如果你能和我一起吃，那该是多幸福的事啊



我只是在听歌的时候，偶尔会被某句歌词击中，脑中出现短暂的空白



我只是想看看你的样子，听听你的声音



我只是在别人无意提起你的时候，愣在那里，不知答话



我只是在睡前紧握着手机，等待着你的情话，等待着你说晚安



我只是睡不着的时候想想你，但是，我不知道我是因为睡不着而想你，还是因为想你而睡不着



我只是在每次醒来的时候，第一个想到你……




我只要你的世界里有我的存在，却不会干涉你的自由，只是我不喜欢什么事情都是我最后一个知道的，潇洒不等于没交待，我要的只是你要去哪里给我个通知...就算不能给我个通知，也在事后告诉我，别让我从你或我的朋友的口中得知那些消息...这样的感受，换做是你，也不能接受吧？


我要你懂得关心我，但不是每天call我，说想我爱我，是要你用你的心细细观察我到底要的是什么...男人都是粗枝大叶的，我明白，我不会怪你，只要一万次的试探中,你能发现一次，好好关心我一次，就能抵消那九千九百九十九次的粗心了...


女生总是不敢开口要求，总是为了男生想好多，


男孩子何不多想一些，多做一点点，你会发现，女孩子好感动，好高兴。


既然爱她，就多用一点心在她身上，


所谓的用心，不是只有把时间花在她身上，


而是要去探寻她的内心，学着去懂她，


她需要的是什么，她想表达但没说出来的是什么，


只要男生肯用心，将会发现，


她的一举一动，在在都在表现着她对你的爱，无可取代。




如果女人不爱你，是不会对你发脾气的，不要报怨自己的女朋友脾气太怪，女人只对她爱的人发脾气.

Take good care of urself

Rest well and sweet dreams

Hopefully u will be fine tomorrow

不知道自己爱你到底有多深

直到眼泪滑下的那一瞬间我才知道原来我已经无法抽回对你的感情

只有哭過才會明白自己有多愛你

因為那些眼淚足以填滿太平洋

Are we meant for each other?

Am here to share a meaningful article which i read from Jasmine's blog!

"I feel like every relationship goes through stages

First, you have the honeymoon stage. Everything seems so perfect, almost too perfect. You always want to be with this person, calls and texts are constant. You can't imagine yourself without him, although your time together has been spared.

Next, you go through the questioning and fighting stage. Is this person right for me after all? Is this going to work out? You start to fight about how he doesn't communicate with you as much as he used to. He doesn't try to "woo" you anymore because he believes he already had you. This is really where couples make it or break it. Some people just can't stand that there isn't that firing spark anymore. Sure, you feel connected. Just not how it was in the very beginning of the relationship.

Next step is "finding the perfect medium". If you overcame all the fights, the days where you'd barely talk...you eventually find a good in between in your relationship. He starts to offer to come see you more, but still make time for his friends. Just not as much friend time as it was before. The text and calls aren't constant, yet they do exist again. Everything just seems right. You know him well, he becomes your best friend. You both experienced having your "own life" while still being with each other. You know you can depend on him, as he does as well with you.

This cycle repeats, often. So if you're upset thinking that the honeymoon phase will not cease to exist again, you're wrong. Relationships go through this so they can mature, so they are put to the test and whatever couple makes it out alive is really meant to be. If you don't get through this tests, then he isn't the one. Everyone was made for someone, and I will always believe that. I don't necessarily think things always happen for a reason, but in all in all you have someone out there meant for you. It's all a matter of finding them.

What stage are you in right now?"

What stage are we in rigt now?

I admitted that we went thru the fighting stage for quite a long period

Currently we are in the stage of "finding perfect medium"

However, people never get to be satisfied, and i am one of them!

We had a very bad conversation just now before you off to bed

You were throwing temper on me (The percentage u getting mad cuz of me is 10%)

U always throw ur temper on ur bro and sis but not me! You seldom talk loudly to me!

So, i wonder whether my words hurt you!

Why cant u treat them just like how you treat me?

The moment u hung up my call, It hurts me!

There is a very long way ahead for us to walk thru tgt

I pray for us and for YOU!

"Dont worry be happy"

:)

I had so much fun in Dec
somehow my Jan is not exciting at all
I had dull and lonely life
Save me out from de sadness and loneliness plssssssssssss!

Happy New Year
It's 2010, a great year ahead!
Looking back to year 2009, it is an interesting year for me
Have a good start peeps!
Muak (: